Life with Cerebral Palsy and... with passion.
DANCING WITH THE STARS
There are the nights, when I can hear the rhythm
Of Rumba, Salsa…
When turning around, I see how
It opens above me the silky sky
Sprinkled with the stars.
I soar above all.
Somewhere there, among the stars I’m different
Fresh, like a sound of a Spanish guitar.
And the stars tell me that it is worth to live,
When the heart taps to the rhythm of Cha, cha.
The best partner for me - it’s the rhythm
Hot and passionate, it is joyful when
It dances with me.
The rhythm permeates through the senses and becomes
My existence.
RREINCARNATION
Unknown country seems like a fatherland.
Unknown tongue finds its way into the mind
and calls:
After all, you had known me!
And exotic Clave rhythm
taps united with my heart.
Was I talkative Spanish woman
in my previous life?
And maybe I had run with the bare feet
along the streets of Havana,
dancing Tango in the Buenos Aires Square? I lost there my high heel,
I dreamed at night I found it.
COMEDY
Sometimes I’m a spectator of my own life
I laugh to the point of tears and pain -
How well I play my part -
Every time changing a mask.
And when I watch this spectacle I’m thinking
everything is worth a laugh!
The staging and the screenplay are of my authorship
But only myself I cast in the lead role
And I’m surprised how many
I have the different faces.
Although in my eyes there are tears
Nobody would notice,
I paint a smile on my lips.
And say to myself again
That I’m strong that
The show must go on!
And only the moon in the winter night
Dazzling with its unusual
Light - rubs off from my lips
Supposed lipstick – insincere smile
And contradict:
The show is over.
Then I become myself -
Burned out -
with a feeling of great emptiness.
LEONARDO
Paint me, my Leonardo!
Paint me the way, I’m.
Choose all the colors present
In my life.
I trust your hands,
Which conjure up all
My dreams.
Paint my portraiture with the brush
Of your feeling.
For you I will be beautiful
Sort of like Mona Lisa.
My secret smile
Lighten up our night.
Paint me this way, my Leonardo,
So for everybody
I will be a mystery.
AMBER
People come and go away
some of them good, some of them bad
Like grains of sand through the hands of man
They sift themselves through the human heart
Frequently, it happens to find in the sand
A piece of amber or a little stone
which stays in the hand for a while
But in the heart remains only amber.
PRAYER
My Lord, Daddy!
I’m asking, why it can’t be normal?
Regular an ordinary life.
Study, work and family.
Maybe a child ...
No.
I am always late.
chasing something forever
I'm looking for something and still being in place.
I fight for everything forever.
Is my destiny to fight,
Or a curse?
And if by chance something overtake them, say:
- And what? Is it a sin not to love?
Thou, from up there, silent.
What kind of manners!?
DYING
No, dying does not hurt
Autumn leaf slowly and gently
swirling falls to the ground.
Dies knowing its time.
Dying.
Snowflake, whose life
only happens a while,
melts in your mouth.
Knowing its destiny.
Dying.
Falling star dies
Joyfully setting off
on the last journey
to fulfil promise
of someone's dream.
Dying.
The end? Or the beginnig?
Author: Olesya Kornienko
Translation Yvone Tomchak